I honestly hate myself sometimes.....I'm a liar....I doubt myself....I give up easily
I'm not strong I talk big game but I'd never actually fight.
I do truly care what you think and say about me.
I hate that I can't just be open with who I am.
When Im at home I am me....My family and close friends only know the real me.
People at school only know the girl who can't control her temper and isn't afraid of anyone.
A girl who doesn't care. Well let me tell you all the true me. I feel you guys deserve that much for being kind and watching what I do....you all have heard and read my work. You understand who I am.
I am a scared child who was scarred early in her live along with her older brother.
I have been bullied to the point my heart broke I gave up on friends and people
I have been treated like a freak since Elementary school.
I hate how I don't take care of myself or how I want to dress up in nice clothes with my hair done but I don't think I look good in any of it.
I am a girl with doubts in her life....who misses and cares about the people she hates. I am not cold hearted like people take me for and I am not truly a dominant person like people say I am in my relationship. I am the opposite I cannot lead. I am too scared to be a leader so I simply follow.
I hate the lies I have created around me....so hopefully....you understand why I do what I do.
It's not that I like it....It's that Im scared